Words left unsaid

First let me say that I am sorry,
For the pain that I will cause you,
On this day I will away,
Instead of praying with you.

You have a trial,
I know you’ll face it.
I wish’d see you through.

Do not worry about of the missteps,
The community is there for you.

Remember fondly all the stories,
Of those moments of moral quandaries,
And especially salacious inquires.

Again I say, I am sorry.
I truly hope it’s not the sorrow,
But the memories, and sly smiles,
That vexes you, on the marrow.